When filmmaker Anne Makepeace and her husband Peter, a writer, decide to chronicle
their attempts to conceive a child, they expose themselves and the audience to the
brutal vagaries of fertility. So simple for some, so heartbreakingly difficult for
others, the feat of conception is rife with all sorts of emotions: blame, hope, joy,
futility, anger, and inequity. A pretty good arsenal for a movie. But, ultimately
it is the weight of that arsenal that bogs this picture down. As Anne struggles with
an increasingly remote prospect of conception, she also begins to look inward, past
her aging procreative equipment to the demons that haunt her soul. An earlier, unwanted
pregnancy is depicted in nightmarish visuals and accompanied by a chillingly matter-of-fact
voiceover. Anne seeks delayed absolution for the abortion, and you sense that part
of her believes that forgiveness would make her fertile again. She visits her brothers:
one leading a solitary life tending goats in Appalachia, the other, a Manhattan yuppie
planning to live part-time in Utah where he will become a part-time polygamist and
father to a passel of children. She interviews aunts and uncles about her dysfunctional
life and her parents' shortcomings. The camera makes us privy to the most intimate
of discussions, and the effect is unsettling, like eavesdropping from behind a psychiatrist's
couch. Interesting, even captivating, but do we really want to know this? In the
long run, this is a film not so much about making a baby as it is about coping with
the hand that's been dealt you. It could have as easily been titled, Baby, It's
Me.
--Hollis Chacona
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